saturday:
okay its like 1am HAHA(: i should be sleeping now cause i woke up super early today!& slept at 2.35am the previous night :D but yeah, decided to write about what i have learn today!.gosh i really think today sermon WAS JUST Marvelous i learn alot from pastor today. esp about moses life he is really a great man. a man that we should take as an example (: it is because moses make the right choices in his life that GOD choose him &&& he could have all the power, popularity & prestige but yet he choose to reject all this!&& follow GOD's will :D & he knew all this wont last. MOSES counted the cost& when all the way moses could have been like bill gate, but he choose to served GOD instead!.

pastor also talk about clubbing. was super funny he said people go clubbing to relax to chilled out, he said how chilled out with loud music blusting through yr ears, drinking to make u relax! after drinking get yourself drunk and go into sex & the cycle repeat. it got me thinking who is there to blamed. yourself! cause only you can make the choice& no one can force you. like putting yourself into a trap!. && there another part about gangster, pastor say there was an interview on a girl about why she want t0 join gang on tv, than she said cause she people there can protect her. and than the reporter said but how come your whole body has injury than you know what she said she want to quit but in order to quit she got to be beaten up first! isn't this like so irony the people she though will protect her ended up beating her. HOW STUPID RIGHT!(no offence).

sometime what pastor say really got me thinking alot. && there are a few qoute that i though it speak to me alot.

1)"people born original but died copy"
2)"your choice determine your character"
3)"your future determine by your choice"
4)"we live in a society that everyone blame one another"
5)"we cannot control thing around us but we can determine our respone to the problem"
6)"NOBODY can ruin your life except yourself"
7)"responsibility lies in your own hand, make your own choice"
8)"the world vaule system power, popularity & prestige"
9)"hero for a minute, the next moment it become zero!"
10)"obstacles is what you see when you take your eye off from your goal"

this 10 point really can take my mind off anything && just keep thinking of this 10 point that pastor has said, esp point 1 where it said we born original but died copy. why has the world turn to be i copy you follow the fashion trying to be like a MTV star, trying to dress like someone else acting like someone else. it got me thinking where is your own value system!. GOD suddenly tell me are u one of them? && i started to think isn't it sad dying as somebody else? because no one can fulfilled your own destiny! only you yourself can!. && its true the devil has always been using the same old skill to attack everyone around the earth power, popularity & prestige. who don't wan to be popular, who don't want to have the power to control, who wouldn't want to be a billion air. but how long can this LAST? after you die can all this go with you. NO! none of them you will only feel that is so great to have all this you sound like a hero but actually the next moment u will lose all this thing and u know u turn into what ZERO!. so why waste your time an effort on all this. it doesn't mean that we can't have this but the heart should not go after this but yet run after GOD's heart his will. thing that will last. moses make the right choice. GOD suddenly gave me 2 slap on my face telling me the choice i make is important people can steal everything away from you but NO one can steal away THE CHOICE YOU MAKE. only you can make that choice no one else can make it for you afterall is not people who bring you to heaven is yourself, you have to fulfilled your own destiny!

why do people take promises so lightly?

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