family day!
HAHA
its been ages since
i when out
with the whole family
its always 3 of them
and i will go missing
:D
when to ikea
when to courts
bought lots&lots
of boxes
to put all my stuff(:
daddy bought
new washing machine
and radio set (:
going over tmr
to pack all the stuff

you wish to enter into
his life
but no matter how hard
u fail
after you fail
u wish to give up
but u couldn't
u told yourself u can
but is all jus lies
no matter what u do
u will think
all yr action& doing
is for him
u did not want to
but you couldn't resist.
u want to let go of all the memories
but when u determine
he will do thing to make u
FAIL
he gave u hurts and happiness
but in the end
suffering came by..
a look will do
wanting to knw where is he
as he walk out
the pair of eyes follow
you will do everything
just to protect him
no matter what it cost
u will pay for it.
after u get him
u will think even more
his happiness become yours
his sadness become yours
but when the feeling fade
your happiness and sadness
doesn't belong to him
the sweetes thing
become bitter
love become hate
fear take over..
u say is okay
but actually is not..
u can nv forget
because he once enter
when u close yr eyes
his image flashed
u hated
but u wanted
as u see
tears flow
because u are hurt
u dun wan to think
but u fail
when u see him
u wish to avoid
but the pair
of eyes betrayed u
&& over and over again
we run away from it
but..
till the day we found out
we can't run anymore
we break down
wanting to know why
am i so foolish to like him.
the memories
will always be there
happy or sad. it will nv be forgotten .
but in the end
what we gain
was just a lost of another friendship
cause the courage of facing that person
is gone.
it all lies down to
will it last?
or it will end?
only u will know.

♥ 8:43 PM