18052006:
its really a hard day for me today. i try my best to put in my best smile. but it juz doesnt work inside. esp when i get my lit paper. SUPER HURT SUPER. is like u know how hard i study for my lit and lit meant to be my best subject. but it turn out to be like RUBBISH. i really dunno. i feel so sad. and when we got back our math paper. i look throught there is 13mark throw into the dustbin. is like so hurting, juz because of careless mistake. HOW STUPID OF ME. arrgh. i really feel like crying i really control. haiiz. i really dunno how to bring it up to my parent. so wat there CA1 to help. arrghh.it not going to make much difference neither. )): super super sad. no one will understand. NO ONE. only God will know how much effort i put in. SO MUCH THAT U WILL BE SHOCK.
♥ 9:20 PM