yesterday was really a day that i learn alot. From church and from zhong hua. we learn about fellowship in church.Than later i call zhong hua i ask him how did he manage to give up his MP3 animation etc. than he told me that God speak to him three time and God say I WILL PROVIDE WITH U MORE! and later on zhong hua won a handphone worth $700plus and God realli answer he will provide more. i was really impact by his testimonial. than i ask him how do we hear God speaking to us. he told me that when God speak to us we will ask ourself question but what if u talk to yourself u will not ask urzself question or doubt. And wheather is it really that God speak to us is by DOING IT. do it without doubting his word for his words will not harm u.
than i ask zhong hua about cheating how to overcome this greatest problem. he told me that when we cheat we will always have a heavy heart after the test. and when we cheat the mark we get is not by our own strength. something that i learn most is ONLY WHEN WE DUN CHEAT WE LEARN MORE. cos we know our mistake we may say that it is not fare why others cheat can score higher than me but i learn this when we dun cheat we have a clear conscience. and in the end who will gain more is the person who dun copy. and God watch every effort we put into out work.
i also ask zhong hua this question how to stop speaking vulgarities. hmm i believe this is a hard question for everyone. but zhong hua told me this. is wheather we want to say it. the whole world maybe saying this but if we dun get infulence we will not say it. zhong hua also share that in army everyone say this type of words but he choose to follow the right path of life. sometime we may say that esp. when we are angry it juz came out of our mouth. but if we have self-control we will not say all this and we know is wrong. Jame took 6 mth to stop saying all this. i believe is possible if we are willing to change for God as we are to be a good example as a christian
the last question which i did not dare to bring up for a long time until ytd night. i ask zhong hua. HOW TO FORGIVE A PERSON.
i learn that even how many time that person hurt u FORGIVE. as how jesus forgive us. what if we did something wrong and our father in heaven dun forgive us how would u feel. i would not want that to happen. it might take a long time to forgive someone but is how much determine we have. and one thing that impact me alot is when jesus die on the cross for us he say this: IF IT IS BY YOUR WILL LET IT BE. and the more we hate the more we fall into SIN.
i spent abt 2 hour learning all this from zhong hua. i took a long night going throught all this question and answer. but i think the best way is to take one step at a time =))
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